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Ana And Mia.

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Evalayen

Published: Jun 16, 2011

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Ana oh Ana,
your voice so controlling.
Ana oh Ana,
you promised me beauty.
Ana oh Ana,
you misuse and abuse me.
But Ana oh Ana,
you are a true friend.

Mia oh Mia,
you help when I rebel.
Mia oh Mia,
you're feeding me to hell.
Mia oh Mia,
they say you could kill me.
But Mia oh Mia,
you said I would be pretty.

Ana and Mia,
you two go together.
Ana and Mia,
will be with me forever.
Ana and Mia,
say this shows that I am strong.
Ana and Mia,
please never be wrong.

-Eve

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Ana and Mia
otherwise known as Anorexia and Bulimia.

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QuenchForAna

Nov 9, 2015

This poem has such strong powerful words, it is one relatable for people and one nearly relatable for people, because they might only be suffering one at a time, thank you for this poem... it is beautiful.
Xox Sashie

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